its been a long since i update bt tdy im writing down my feelings...

i totally lost rite nw i dunno wat 2 to do life is reali horrible im lyke getting further away from my frwenz i reali dun wat 2 do everything i do is wrong well im ok at least they dun treat lyke a piece of crap lyke last time i wish i could face up to then n tell them bt i seemz so hard i dun think they realise bt im reali very sorry bt i jus dun feel the same lyke the old times i dunno why haiz nw im nt reali talking 2 my honey much bt at least i get 2 see her lately shes been having problems bt yet im trying 2 help her no matter wat bt i still cn't solve my problem haiz wat am i suppose neglect her? go out wit my frwenz 24/7? i reali dunno haiz n my parentz are stating 2 annoy me bt im trying hard appreciate wat they have done if t i wont be here today in sec 4 well thatz all i have 2 sae n dear dun worry everything is fine dun worry abt it jus take care of yourself ill solve my own problemz jus dun worry k?

iloveyou

dun worry we will have

a proper talk soon:)

Irza.